the world's so small

hello my fellow people! :D:D

the world's so small.. hahaha. i just had to say it. my goodness. so many people, like know so many people. or you see people you havent seen since forever. how interesting.

went for jon chan's "gig" kinda thing just now. it was pretty good stuff! :D many thumbs up for music people! woohoo. 

singapore's been good this time round. different, but fantastic! i saw a glimpse of the music industry here and there, i saw a glimpse of the video industry here and there. spoke to people in both industries. boy, it's interesting. i mean, music and television do make the world go round nowadays. as much as people claim that the internet is the fastest and best way of like everything, i think music and television are equally important and definitely more entertaining. or at least to me. (: 

meeting people like that, coming in contact with this industry, makes me want it even more. make me even more sure that, this is the path to go, for at least a couple of years. ahh, thinking about the purpose of it, makes me really wonder what the bigger picture is. i am waiting with anticipation, waiting with pure joy, waiting with just so much emotions. wheee (:

see, the world is small because.. first, marvin and willie play basketball together. second, i saw my secondary school senior today. when i first saw him, i thought he looked familiar, so i said he looked like someone from perth. so i told esther about it. 

it goes like this.. "esther, don't you think that guy looks like.. hmm, chris or tim? or just someone?...

esther, "ohh.. he's my friend.. "

me, "ooo... i think he looks like someone.. chris, tim or someone.."

so.. i was like.. ahh, whatever lah.. hahaha. so after the thing ended, i met some of esther's friend.. then another conversation went like this..

someone, "so, where do you live? do you live at like, our [esther and his] area?"

me, "nahh, i stay at.. TIONG bahru!"

the senior, "ohh, that's really near my school."

me, "what school were you in...?"

the senior, "queenstown..!!"

me, "WHAT! OH MY GOODNESS, you're john!"

and that's the mini-reunion thingo. hahaha! so we just started talking about queenstown for a while. it's a crazily small world in this big earth we live in man. i must say somehow, this holiday, is the best yet. i met really, a lot of people. even though there were like brief meetings, each of them did bring a little something extra into this trip back. like i've said, this trip back, was different. but really good. ((: i didnt go out like everyday, i didn't meet my friends much, in fact, i probably didnt finish meeting everyone. I'M SO SORRY!! hahaha. i spent heaps of time just lazing around and enjoying the fact that i was doing nothing! WOOHOO. hahaha. i thank Him for all that He's done! (:

wanjun

wonders.

i wonder... how can she says all those stuff, yet act that way? self-righteous?

i wonder... how can she actually not bother what others say about her when it isn't just an individual who is saying that?

i wonder... if she is who she is, why on earth does she reacts to things like that?

i wonder... why does she think she's so great and might but yet still say the things she say?

i wonder... i wonder... i wonder...

maybe at the end of the day, it's about looking at yourself first. we are all not perfect, so we all have flaws. how much can i actually endure. i can't stand you for nuts. cause you're unbelievable, in a very bad way. ah. use-r.

haha, okay, that aside... i was so frustrated about it. but oh wells, suck it in and move on. all i can do is to pray that God will touch her heart and convict her. i am definitely in no position to say anything. i'll just pray as how someone out there might be praying for me for the exact same thing.

about self-righteousness, it really hits me. how although He is the same, we interpret Him in our own ways. so does it make her more self-righteous, hence her God is just not as gracious as mine? i don't think so. because in the same way, she will think that because i'm doing all this right in the exact way He wants me to do it, this is what i deserve and i am fine yet for wanjun, she's aiyoh, just bad? where is that equilibrium? that line or that image which we all draw up in our minds, it differs so much. so which is real and true? i wonder...

i've got two more weeks in singapore, so fast! :( yet i'm lazing around at home. i must say, this is heaven. hahaha. sitting around everyday and not doing anything. hahaha. i seriously love this! :D:D i'm such a bum. oh wells.

once again, i think i'll still stick to that thing that i said. let today be the deciding day. says something more which needs answering, then okay. or else, i guess, this is it.

CAC leaders conference

HELLO! (: 

i'm just gonna do a short one. actually, just one sentence. "share His love, and if necessary, use words"

we will be Your voice,

we'll shout out loud,

that the world will know Your love let it be found

church work :D

HELLO! ((:

nah, i just had to blog about today! hahaha. i visited the studio today and boy it's cool! hahahaha! i'm like.. WAH-ing non-stop! haha. 

church work has been good. i did a bananarama insert on monday and i started on the video like this morning. it's all media related stuff and it's definitely making me happy! hahaha. tired, but happy! (: 

after today, i'm more sure that media is definitely a direction that i am going to look into. it just gets clearer and clearer by each day. i thank God for this passion, i thank God for calling me into this as well (: 

He's my strength, He's my joy, He's the only who makes me go round and round! (:

i love You.

(:

hey everyone (:

so once again, i'm back in hot and sunny island. as hot as it is, as sunny as it is, it always feels good to be back. ((:

first semester has FINALLY ended. as tiring as it was, as difficult as it was, as crazy as it was, it was the best yet (: the crazy assignments, the amazingly long hours in the library, the amount of random people i meet at the library, the people i met once, spoken to and then have absolutely no idea who they are except for the fact that they look familiar. haha! it is quite hilarious. oh wells.

more to come next semester! :D that's for sure! (:

hmmm

i'm THIS close. just feels weird. i've done all i could, so it's all up to Him! (:

hmm, this is strange. i'm so close to going back to Singapore, yet the excitement disappeared as the weeks progresses. i'm finally back with my family once again, nothing beats that. but yet i'm going back to a house that's so much emptier than it used to be. i wonder how that's going to be. 

semester one of my first year is coming to an end. i'm taking my last paper in 8 hours time. i'm stressed from top to bottom, inside out. honestly, i don't know. ahh, but i know i've put in all that i've got, although if i hadn't waste so much time doing random things when i'm supposed to be studying, i would have been more prepared. but oh wells. it's too late for the althoughs and buts. so i'm just going to whack! (:

i'm gonna miss this place, my dear cellies, my dear youths, my crazy college mates! (: strangely, the hilariously large amount of hours in the library. my bunch of crazy "library friends" who have been great joy and many many retarded moment. (:  my noob library friend. :P of cos, my handsome boy! haha! and the random people i see all the time! 

last but not least, ANSEL! (: he's the cutest, and apparently, it's just a cold coin donation for me to kidnap him away! haha. (:

i'm this close to finishing, all i have is here and i lift them up unto Your might hands.

3am ((:

hello! 

yes, 3am. i just realised i got tagged. and i am bored cause studying is boring. plus, i got distracted quite a few times. but oh wells, nvm. i am going to finish all that i need to do before i sleep. am at lecture 17, got until lecture 26. but last two are reviewing lecture, so i'll do it tmr. which means, another 7 more! :D just whack! (: 

oo, someone's alarm just rang, that person must be waking up to study! hahaha. ((:

anw. i got tagged. so here i am. ahah.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

scream.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

fly to where the sky is so high (:. nahh, have my whole family in singapore :D

#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?

white dress, church, the man of my dream (:

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

of cos. but i know who holds my hand and who holds my tmr (:

#5. What's your ideal lover like?

loves God, loves his family (:

#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?

loving someone (:

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

if he's the one, however long it takes.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

fight for him, i mean they're not married right? AHAH, i'm just kidding. ERRR, whatever lah. just don't like him.

#9. Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?

i like my life the way it is now :D

#10. Is being tagged fun?

quite, when you have nothing to do and is bored from studying

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?

28. married and hopefully with my second child! :P

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?

my family of cos. they're forever the most important to me

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?

completely out of her mind :P hahaha. awesome, amazing and wonderful just the way she is (:

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?

married but poor.

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?

recently, read my devotional book. last time, think of what to wear. now too actually. 

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?

yep. 

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?

i will never let that happen, but if it does, i'll pick the one who complements me the most 

#18. What type of friends do you like?

the ones who are just the way they are :D

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?

they wont be my friend if i dislike them.

Tagged by: Giselle Sim Pei Ying.

EIGHT PEOPLE? I'm nice, so i wont make anyone do it :P

take care people! back in i think 5 days (: