bleahhhh

mannn, i've got an essay due tmr, and i can't seem to write anything out! so sad! :( but then, i dont really feel like, scared or anything. hahaha. oh wells. i think i'm gg to sleep soon and then wake up to complete it! i am sleepyyy!! heh.

on the awesome note, TMR'S FRIDAY! ((: fridays are always good and happy i must say! at the end of each week, i see God's faithfulness in my life and the people's lives around me. time after time, i forget about my purpose of coming. time after time, i forget about God. but through it all, God has never forgotten about me. the year in taylors is coming to an end, there were many things that i regret doing/ not doing. but yep, i guess we all have to move on with life and not be caught up with the past.

my term ends of the 3rd of december! but im only going back on the 8th! unless, dad and mom are nice enough to pay 100 plus bucks to change my ticket and abt 300 bucks for church camp. haha. but then, i don't think i want to spend so much money. so oh wells. its perth until 8th and no church camp this year! i'm okay about it. it's just sad that when i go back to church for the first sunday after SOOO many sundays, there'll be so few people left! i guess that's how its gonna be.

hmm, i think things are getting better in general. in many ways as well. in terms of friendships, studies, family and just everything everything! ((: i wont say things are awesome. but hey, things cant be awesome all the time i supposed. apart from that, I'VE BEEN SPENDING MANY MANY MANY HOURS WITH MY FATTY KID! :D hahaha. just talking to him and playing with him! makes me think of the kids back in grace! and of cos, my always so sweet and adorable dorlisa! really miss her. i do hope those kids remember me when i go back, or else i'll be really sad. hahaha.

okay, enough of the blah-ings. i'm going off to maybe do more work or sleep. i'll see my mood. hahaha.

OH! and, I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST! ((: yay. i'm starting to clock my hours and hopefully get my full license in due time! hahaha. thank God i passed. cause honestly, i thought i couldnt. hahaha. longgg story. but yep! i'll be as safe as i can! :D hahaha.

tmr: FNL ((: EXCITING EXCITING! :D

more bubble tea as well i hope! (:

pure boredom

hello people. yes. i get super bored super quickly lately! i don't really understand why. nowadays, i need to be constantly entertained or else i'll go mad. i know i get bored really easily and stuff. but recently, it just got super bad. hahaha. oh wells. i keep trying to find entertainment here and there. but msn has recently became a super duperly lousy entertain because people are so busy. so sad.. then again, work's coming in. so i might get a bit more entertained by my work. haha.

yep. we've entered into week 4 of this term. one month has passed since i first started term 4. time really flies. i think time passes dem fast since i came. it's super scary. but good good! that means i'm going back in 6 weeks. 6 more weeks. 6 more weeks! i still rmb how i told people i've got another 14 more weeks to go, 13 more weeks, so on and so forth. and it seemed so long then. but now, it's like JUST 6 MORE WEEKS! then i go back to mum and dad. i go back to my brother and grandmother. i go back to a place where i truly call home. ((: i really really can't wait.

oh man, i got SOOOOOO SOOOO SOOOO SOOOO BORED TODAY! i did like the most random thing. i wanted to stay home and just chill for the whole day right, but i had to go out cause there was house inspection or something like that. i got pretty annoyed. so i called like people i usually wont call and like did heaps of random stuff. haha. that was how bored i was! hahaha. oh wells. but time still passed pretty quickly. heh.

i've been thinking a lot recently. hahaha. too much sometimes. heh. oh wells.

oh yah! theresa's getting married today! man, i wished i could be there! :( best wishes to them both and i know God's going to work miracles through them as a married couple! :D

i'm off! tata people!

interesting...

yep. interesting is the word to describe things. i don't know where everybody else stands on certain things. but at this point in time, i sure know where i stand.

after a couple of weeks of whatever we have been doing in cell, i think i've learnt a lot. not just by listening but also by going through certain things. in the midst of all this, i've just got one thing to say to everybody, for those whom i've hurt, for those whom i've been mean to, i'm very sorry. and this sorry doesnt just come because i have to do it. but it comes from deep within. in line with whatever we have been studying, things did get pretty interesting. things did get pretty nasty. i've got issues to settle. so do everyone else. i guess we all have issues to settle.

time to stop looking at other people and time to start looking at ourselves. are we good enough to tell other people about their faults? are we good enough to tell others to change? are we even good enough to be alive on this earth?

after reading several blogs and looking about stuff, i think all it takes is love. i think all we need is really love. love that is centered around Christ. love that will really allows people to give grace, love that allows people to understand. are we lacking such love today? i wonder...

i'm talking and talking and talking. ahah. in the midst of all this, i know one thing - that is my God's good and my God's real. i asked loads of questions today. questions that show that i'm doubting. but after all that, at least i'm still very very sure of one thing that my God loves. my God really really loves. and that's good enough. because with His love, i know i can do all things. with His love, i know i will have joy. with His love, i know things will fall in place.

there are other things too. like which university i should go to, if i should stay in perth and if i stay in perth, should i continue staying at where i am now. someone's pretty sure i'm staying! hahaha. with all the weird incentives, i'll be quite sad to leave too. at this moment, i think i'm most likely staying unless God's calling me else where. ahah. i've got such wonderful incentives like mitch will buy me a present for birthday next year, anthony will do his burping thing (and it increases as my stay in perth increases! haha.), i havent been to ciao, and so on and so forth. haha. we'll see. dad wants me to stay in perth too! so maybe perth it is! haha. applications will come back maybe end of december. will decide then. deciding now is a bit too early too. heh.

oh, i don't want to go to school. but i have to! missed too many lessons. ahah. so yep! i'll go to school tmr! then there's driving. then probably head to either the city or uni, depends on my mood. then a pretty exciting cell! last cell for this whole sem. the year is coming to an end. freaking.

so today's conclusion: my God loves. ((:

My Savior loves, my Savior lives.
My Savior is always there for me
My God, He was. My God, He is.
My God is always gonna be.

an awesome day! :D

hello!! ((:

i'm back to upload more photos! hahaha. photos taken on the 9 of oct! ((: hahhaa.


my surprise! :D thank you drey and drew for planning it! :D really really! ((: made my day like crazy! for james who drove the car! i'm sorry for 'anyhow' touching ur hair! :P hahaha. for gab, shan and xing for just turning up!! :P


drey, myself, manda and gaby! thanks for dropping by. it was surprising alright! :D hahaha. thanks my dearest! ((:


gaby! :D at drey's house! ((:

okay! photos from after the dinner. didnt take any during dinner cause i was lazy to take out my camera! haha.

cheeky chan


andrew and xing


and this is what both of them bought me for present! pearl milk tea with TRIPLE pearl! both of them also forced me to finish up all the pearls! hahaha. i seriously wanted to! but i left it at andrew's place by accident! hahaha. the pearls made me SUPER full! hahaha.


staceyyy


shan! ((:


mitch and simon


the siblings! :D


BIG SMILE! :D

yep! that's it for now! hahaha. it was truly an AWESOME day! :D hahaha. for the stuff i received, for the surprises i got and for the dinner! ((:

till i see You face to face, grace amazing takes me home

wounded hands

wounded hands from up above
waiting with unconditional love
he's knocking at your door
tell me what are you waiting for.

arms reaching for your heart
accepting you for who you are
he's knocking at your door
so tell me what are you waiting for.

lead me Lord i pray.

awesome weekend! :D

hello hello! ((:


pretty pretty flowers! :D thanks clarise and yongxiang! although they kinda got the date mixed up. but GOOD WORK! i love flowers! (:

yep! i had an awesome weekend! in fact, a pretty good week as well! although school started :( and i'm taking two accounting units and have never done accountings in my life. it's pretty exciting! hahaha. i shall start studying soon! haha. i got to!

i went to church today and ansel didnt hug me! *stares at audrey and xing! OH THAT MEANIE! so sad! someone should bring him to me on tuesday. it'll definitely bring a smile to my face!! hahaha. C'MON. ANYONE!! hahaha! fat kids bring a smile to my face! :D hahaha.

i was at harbour town right, and audrey was really tired. so we decided to rest at the merry go round. and this came about! haha.


i love it! :D hahaha.

hmm, i went harbour town today and only got one top! woohoo. go wanjun! hahaha! that means, i only spent like 10 bucks! WOW. ahah. i'm happy! and i do suck at blogging. so more photos coming up! hahaha.

i went for varekai yst and it was AWESOME!! :D i mean like REALLY REALLY GREAT! ahah!


cirque du soleil baby! :D


yep! well presented! ((:


during dinner at takas! man i am red! haha! had fun hanging out with her! i miss you like mad dearie! when ur mum stops being ur best friend, IT'LL BE PARTYYY TIME! :P


cheeky chan during dinner


after varekai! we were definitely happy happy happy! :D


after varekai!


and once again, i played with my multishot!

awesome awesome! enjoyed myself a lot on saturday! :D drey, tim and i ran up to king's park as well! man, KING'S PARK IS PRETTY PRETTY! :D havent been up there in AGES! really missed it. it's just nice to sit around and talk and chill! but then, i'll never ever run up to king's park ever again. it's SUPER tiring!

okay. photos from FNL september! i only took 3 photos on that day. ahah! oh well. at least i took quite a few photos from varekai! hahaha.


elane drey i


james! yes. he hit the bird!


jean! ((:

okay. that's it from FNL sept. i think i'll take more photos in the upcoming one! hahaha. if i'm not wrong, it's like the last or second last FNL. ahah. the year's coming to an end. FREAKY.

next up, two random photos i took in church today. see, i brought my camera to church. so i HAD TO USE IT! ahah. i was lazy to take it out from the bag which i brought to varekai. ahah. so i may as well just use it. ahah.


xing ((:


kristine! :D thanks dearie for the stuff! ((:

okay. that's it for now! :D photos are fun! it speaks a thousand words so i don't have to blog much! haha. i'm really bad at it anw! hahaha. it's late. late. late. but i am not tired. ahah. so it's bad. ahah. oh wells! :D

having dinner at drey's tmr! woohoo. awesome! :D

start of week 2. excluding this week, we have 8 more weeks to go!


Lord, help me love You like never before. Help me come to You with open heart. Here I am. Bring me to where You want me to be.