interesting...

yep. interesting is the word to describe things. i don't know where everybody else stands on certain things. but at this point in time, i sure know where i stand.

after a couple of weeks of whatever we have been doing in cell, i think i've learnt a lot. not just by listening but also by going through certain things. in the midst of all this, i've just got one thing to say to everybody, for those whom i've hurt, for those whom i've been mean to, i'm very sorry. and this sorry doesnt just come because i have to do it. but it comes from deep within. in line with whatever we have been studying, things did get pretty interesting. things did get pretty nasty. i've got issues to settle. so do everyone else. i guess we all have issues to settle.

time to stop looking at other people and time to start looking at ourselves. are we good enough to tell other people about their faults? are we good enough to tell others to change? are we even good enough to be alive on this earth?

after reading several blogs and looking about stuff, i think all it takes is love. i think all we need is really love. love that is centered around Christ. love that will really allows people to give grace, love that allows people to understand. are we lacking such love today? i wonder...

i'm talking and talking and talking. ahah. in the midst of all this, i know one thing - that is my God's good and my God's real. i asked loads of questions today. questions that show that i'm doubting. but after all that, at least i'm still very very sure of one thing that my God loves. my God really really loves. and that's good enough. because with His love, i know i can do all things. with His love, i know i will have joy. with His love, i know things will fall in place.

there are other things too. like which university i should go to, if i should stay in perth and if i stay in perth, should i continue staying at where i am now. someone's pretty sure i'm staying! hahaha. with all the weird incentives, i'll be quite sad to leave too. at this moment, i think i'm most likely staying unless God's calling me else where. ahah. i've got such wonderful incentives like mitch will buy me a present for birthday next year, anthony will do his burping thing (and it increases as my stay in perth increases! haha.), i havent been to ciao, and so on and so forth. haha. we'll see. dad wants me to stay in perth too! so maybe perth it is! haha. applications will come back maybe end of december. will decide then. deciding now is a bit too early too. heh.

oh, i don't want to go to school. but i have to! missed too many lessons. ahah. so yep! i'll go to school tmr! then there's driving. then probably head to either the city or uni, depends on my mood. then a pretty exciting cell! last cell for this whole sem. the year is coming to an end. freaking.

so today's conclusion: my God loves. ((:

My Savior loves, my Savior lives.
My Savior is always there for me
My God, He was. My God, He is.
My God is always gonna be.