hmmm

i'm THIS close. just feels weird. i've done all i could, so it's all up to Him! (:

hmm, this is strange. i'm so close to going back to Singapore, yet the excitement disappeared as the weeks progresses. i'm finally back with my family once again, nothing beats that. but yet i'm going back to a house that's so much emptier than it used to be. i wonder how that's going to be. 

semester one of my first year is coming to an end. i'm taking my last paper in 8 hours time. i'm stressed from top to bottom, inside out. honestly, i don't know. ahh, but i know i've put in all that i've got, although if i hadn't waste so much time doing random things when i'm supposed to be studying, i would have been more prepared. but oh wells. it's too late for the althoughs and buts. so i'm just going to whack! (:

i'm gonna miss this place, my dear cellies, my dear youths, my crazy college mates! (: strangely, the hilariously large amount of hours in the library. my bunch of crazy "library friends" who have been great joy and many many retarded moment. (:  my noob library friend. :P of cos, my handsome boy! haha! and the random people i see all the time! 

last but not least, ANSEL! (: he's the cutest, and apparently, it's just a cold coin donation for me to kidnap him away! haha. (:

i'm this close to finishing, all i have is here and i lift them up unto Your might hands.

3am ((:

hello! 

yes, 3am. i just realised i got tagged. and i am bored cause studying is boring. plus, i got distracted quite a few times. but oh wells, nvm. i am going to finish all that i need to do before i sleep. am at lecture 17, got until lecture 26. but last two are reviewing lecture, so i'll do it tmr. which means, another 7 more! :D just whack! (: 

oo, someone's alarm just rang, that person must be waking up to study! hahaha. ((:

anw. i got tagged. so here i am. ahah.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

scream.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

fly to where the sky is so high (:. nahh, have my whole family in singapore :D

#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?

white dress, church, the man of my dream (:

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

of cos. but i know who holds my hand and who holds my tmr (:

#5. What's your ideal lover like?

loves God, loves his family (:

#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?

loving someone (:

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

if he's the one, however long it takes.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

fight for him, i mean they're not married right? AHAH, i'm just kidding. ERRR, whatever lah. just don't like him.

#9. Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?

i like my life the way it is now :D

#10. Is being tagged fun?

quite, when you have nothing to do and is bored from studying

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?

28. married and hopefully with my second child! :P

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?

my family of cos. they're forever the most important to me

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?

completely out of her mind :P hahaha. awesome, amazing and wonderful just the way she is (:

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?

married but poor.

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?

recently, read my devotional book. last time, think of what to wear. now too actually. 

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?

yep. 

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?

i will never let that happen, but if it does, i'll pick the one who complements me the most 

#18. What type of friends do you like?

the ones who are just the way they are :D

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?

they wont be my friend if i dislike them.

Tagged by: Giselle Sim Pei Ying.

EIGHT PEOPLE? I'm nice, so i wont make anyone do it :P

take care people! back in i think 5 days (:

weeks that seem like forever.

after weeks that seemed like forever, I'm at the end of my never-ending assignments, never-ending essay. haha! BUT I'M DONE. I'M DONE! Just printed out my last assessment for the semester, an econs essay! Haha, the feeling's pretty much equivalent to when I did my last paper for O levels! Heh. I'm such a cheap thrill person. Oh wells. 

in a few more weeks, I'm going back to little sunny island Singapore. Time flies. Uni has been great. (: College has been great too, apart from the little miss crazy thing that comes oh-so-often. Perth this semester, is yet the best times I've had. I know it's just going to get better! :D Woohoo. 

Car's been doing great, making life so much easier than it was last year. Very different though. But good fun. There are still times when I don't need to drive, which is GREAT. Sometimes, I wonder why I bought the car, I don't really enjoy driving that much! Haha. But oh wells, it's still all good! :D 

Everyone's turning 18. I will be there soon. WHEE.

i got tagged!

Yes! I got tagged by glenn and i'm seriously SO BORED! i don't even feel like studying. So here i am! :P

1. At what age do you wish to marry?

24

2. If your best friend and lover both have some weird illness they are about to die from and there's only one bottle of medicine to cure them but not enough for both, who will you choose to give it to?

i'll just pray very hard...

3. Are you happy with your current life?

Kinda...

4. What super power would I like to have?

I can teleport so that I'll never need to take an aeroplane! :D

5. If you have one dream to come through, what would it be?

We never lose someone we love

6. If you have another dream to come through? What would it be?

Seeing what life might be after He comes again

7. What are you afraid to lose now?

... i wonder...

8. How do you find yourself? A friendly person?

yes yes.. too friendly sometimes!

9. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him?

nope. like you said, it's a HIM. He should do it first. ahah.

10. How do you spend your 200 bucks if you have to?

I'll give 10% to God. Another 10% to my parents. The remaining.. SHOPPING!!

11. What requirements must your other half have?

loves God loves his family heaps (:

12. What kind of person do you hate most?

those that think they're dem good/ dem pretty/ dem hot

13. Do you wish to cherish every single second of your friendship?

of cos. but family always come first :D

14. Would you rather be alone than in a group?

Depends. I have my days.

15. What do you think is the most important things in life?

My God. My family.

16. If you ever get a billion dollars, where do you want it to come from?

FEAR FACTOR! :D

17. At this point in time, would you rather stay in our comfort zone or try something new?

Most of the time, i'd say try something new. But i'm tired now, so comfort zone. (:

18. What kind of friend do you want to be in your friend's eyes?

who cares. as long as they love me (:

19. If you have a chance, what part of the character would you like to change?

God made me the way He wanted me to be. So I'll leave that to Him (:

20. If you have freedom, what do you want to do?

walk around naked! (AHAH! don't i end off with a boom!)

(: it's for you glenn! :P

boo

hey! (:

just got back from cell and bubble tea.

I AM GOING TO CUT DOWN ON BUBBLE TEA. haha! i have so. had bubble tea like so many times these two weeks, it's been crazy. heh!

acct mid sem next saturday - my goodness. scary like crazy.

linguistics assignment due thursday, but i'm sleepy. hahaha.

more photos! :D

andrew's convo


ansel! he's so cute! :D hahaha. it was on this day when he said that he doesnt know if he likes me more or andrew more! haha. WOOHOO! :D hahaha. he's so cute.


anderson! he's so grown! haha.


andrew - well done! and good work! (: whee, u convo-ed.

stace's convo! (:


she was really happy on that day! haha. but i didnt get to see her after that :(

and then.. farewell to the two people who mean so much to me :(


stace


eunice.

bye babes! i'll really miss you :(

so that marks the previous two week? hahaha. time like FLIES man. super scary.

in Him, i find peace and joy. but yet my heart tells me otherwise. help me to keep my emotions, my mind, my eyes all on You so that i will always believe.

come and take over.

John Stuart Mill.

Hi everybody,

John Stuart Mill is currently the love of my life. Jeremy Bethem, John Lockes and many others have somewhat became my best friends. WOW! haha.

Next monday - Pol Science Textual Analysis Due. OMG. haha.

Tonight - Cell and Mitchell's Convo.
Thurs Night - Andrew's Conco
Fri Night - Fresher Party (but i'm not going!)
Sat Morning - Cell Intern Training
Sun Morning - Church, Arvo - Christian Education, Evening - Aspley.

Wow! haha.

THEN, Mon 12pm - POL SCI TEXTUAL ANALYSIS DUE.
2 TUTORIALS
TUES - ANOTHER 2 TUTORIALS

AND THEN MISS SAIGON! WOOHOO!! ((((((: Can't wait for that.

Wed Night - Stacey's convo! :D Must be there and stay long long! haha.
Thurs Night - Empty WOOHOO.
Fri Night - Traffic Light Party (Havent decided whether I'm going)
Sat and Sun - Same as the week before.

FOLLOWING MONDAY - ALVIN AND HOOI'S CONVO. and then, I'M CONVO-FREE! ahah.

I HOPE I CAN BE ASSIGNMENT - FREE! BUT I RECKON THAT WONT HAPPEN.

MID SEM EXAM FOR ACCT IN 3 MORE SATURDAY. I STILL CAN'T ALWAYS BALANCE MY ACCOUNTS.

UNI - do many many things you never thought you would do. pain in the butt but enjoyable.

Got Linguistics assignment back yesterday (: Always enjoyed the idea of getting back work. Whether I did well or not. Just love the feeling.

Time to GO! :D

His grace and mercy

as hard as it is, as tiring as it is, i know He holds my hand.